Today was //not// a happy day.
The unfortunate thing is that my body language/countenance is very expressive and transparent, and the thought that everyone else wouldn’t be happy if I wasn’t happy was really depressing. It’s kind of like an endless loop of unhappiness. Yay!
not anyone else's fault but my nature tho :D
We went to Toledo today
woke up late, changed outfits last minute (disastisfied either way), and ate breakfast in a jiffy
got on the truck, literally a charter bus
slept the entire way to Toledo
When we got there, it was 100 degrees fahrenheit
everyone was dying of the heat
We first walked around and took pictures
scratch that, it was the entire day
We basically walked around and took pictures and ducked into buildings when it was convenient
we went to a cathedral of toledo, which has a bunch of history and beautiful metalwork in it
Most of the works had gold leaf/gold/silver/other precious metals involved
But like all cathedrals, I don’t understand a lot of the history that goes behind it
We then had a very long lunch
As we walked around, then went home, I forgot that my mom had put a “do not disturb” sign on the door since she thought our room was so messy and
I don’t know
our family is messed up
we can’t communicate for shiet
I want to stop thinking or caring
I can’t stand staying around large groups of people over a large period of time unless there’s someone that can somewhat “charge” me along the way right
so these past few days/weeks have been straining me
but it'll be okei soon
<3
got gr8 room service and gr8 foods; missed out on some seriously good chinese food tho